just 47 mins back i asked a girl out, “i am seeing someone else” was th reply. but thats not the point.
its this thing how i feel nothing about it. about she not intrested on not going on a date. what i felt was, almost can be called relief. dubbed to “ohh great, i can finally move on”.
I was expecting to be sad and write songs about it. i want you to remember I asked her out, not the other way.
I felt the same last time, and last time was the first time i ever asked a women out.
i dont want you to think, stakes are not intense.
SHe is pretty, not drop dead but, pretty in her own way. short hair, wide eyes. she is from the theatre i am on, theatre is not over. future rehearsal gonna be akward. and i asked her on message, i shouldn’t have done that anyway. i dont think she is the kind who bad mouth me for asking out with the play crew but, you never know. i dont know her enough is say anything. but i am excited, i never been in this relashionship akwardness before. i am excite to see how it goes and write blogs about it.
i recently started on grey’s ananatomy, compled 7 ep. i should have learned something about going on with people you work with. actually this action of mine is inspired by, that george asking a girl out.
i go all jazz about asking her out and didn’t feel even 10 percent of the blues. the blood rush when you cross the fear of asking someone out even on massage, is what i am hear for.